December 2010
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dec.26.10
ughghghghhggghghgg not feelin christmas. or anyone. or myself. everything go away . see you nxt yr tumblr but hopefully before then.
11289) I would rather be thin and unhappy than fat...
Ommmmg haven’t posted ! Surgery went well. Diets good :) I’ll post more pics/blog later. Mayb around Christmas or after.
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We can get high ;] &’d fuck like there no other until you tap out
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Dec18
Ughhhhh I thought today would be a good day.. Until I got on the scale. I’m losing too little too slow. Fuck. Nothing in& if I cheat, nothing stays in. Exercise every 60 min on 15off whenever I’m home. No excuses. Fuck
ADDICTED TO THAT EMPTY FEELING.
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Haven’t been on! Some ppl come on here when they’re in bad moods/ having bad days.. I come on tumblr and post when I’ve had an okay day. I don’t know why I guess I don’t like sharing too much negativity with anyone or myself for that matter. Did that make sense?
4 days til wisdom teeth surgery! Fast the night before and plan not to eat anything at all or take the...
I wanna feel weightless, and that should be...
Ughhh
Had coffee& special k for breakfast! Let’s make today a good day. Going to get a much needed mani/pedi w momma then ask dad if he wants to go to the gym later(can’t drive yet, and it’s his work gym=not having to pay to get in :) ) I’m still gna be on the depo birth control shot for awhile until more of my meds go down :( I’ve gained so much weight from it ughhhhh....
9575) I've got it under control. I'll stop when...
Dec11
Fuck. I was doing so good yesterday. I didn’t eat dinner went out and drank lots , fighting w Sean of course. Then while drinking I was of course hungry n stuffed my fat ass. Ughhh. I still love you alcohol <3
TRUTH#97: it hurts because it should.
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dec10
I feel so guilty. but too bad.
in ten dayss ihave a wisdom teeth surgery . i hear ppl lose 10+ pounds causE they can eat little to nothing. i’m gonna save all my pain meds. i deserve the pain, i eat too much. more pain= excuse not to eat :) exciteddd bring it .
9139) Sometimes I eat like a normal person, so...
dec8.2010
nothing much to say right now, did a test this morning, exam later then done for this year :))))) !!!
yay, hope i did/do decent !
looove,
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